Thoughts from 2015 and for 2016

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Despite the trend of creating resolutions, I decided I would do something different during this transitional time of the year.

I found this wonderful photo on Tumblr and decided this would be far more beneficial than just creating the same resolutions from years past.

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Looking Back at 2015…

My biggest accomplishment…becoming pregnant despite not knowing I was for three months.

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My nicest memory…watching some of the most wonderful young people graduate and take their steps into the next phase of their lives.

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My favorite book and film…

I usually can only think of the most recent films/books I’ve partaken in, but I enjoyed them none the less.

Book: The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins 22557272

Movie: “Creed”

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My biggest challenge…coming to terms with the changes in my life that I didn’t plan.  I’m very much a Type-A personality, so when I cannot have control, I tend to become quite agitated.  Learning to make lemonade out of lemons, or better yet, not seeing the flow of life as lemons in the first place is something I want to work on for the upcoming year.

I learnt…how much I truly wanted to be a mommy after so many years of not being able to make that happen when it was my focus.  Life’s surprises often highlight what you never knew could be possible.

I travelled to…Michigan for Thanksgiving.

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I failed in…trying to give up my addiction to Bravo/Real Housewives.  #SorryNotSorry

Looking Ahead to 2016

My goals for this year…

  • Continue with my healthy pregnancy and deliver a beautiful baby boy in March
  • Grow my Scentsy business
  • Take more time to enjoy the true joys in life

I want to continue…my current reading streak of getting in a few dozen pages each night.

I want to try…cooking more during the week.

I want to stop…and enjoy peaceful times instead of trying to cram “to-dos” into every “free” moment.

I want to learn…one new recipe per week.

I want to travel to I want to begin…again…running after my body has healed from the delivery.

I promise…to never give up on my 2016 goals, no matter how I may stumble and get stuck at times.

End of the Year Thoughts

There are less than three weeks remaining in our school year; less than two weeks of instruction before final exams begin.  Of the six class period that I teach, three of them have been vacated by this year’s graduating class.  It hasn’t left a void in my day because those three periods have been filled with planning meetings for next year and work on the Senior Gift from the Class of 2015.  Today should be a a more peaceful day, but I do want to take advantage of this downtime and reflect on my successes for the year and ideas for improvement for the next.

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What I have learned in 2014-2015

  • Content knowledge serves only a small portion of the recipe for running a successful class.  The strategies that are utilized during instruction and guided/independent practice are far more important.  I spent a lot of my time taking courses and researching online for better practices that would support student learning.  It has paid off tremendously.
  • The number one classroom management tool that I can offer is building relationships with students.  I was lucky enough to have four of six classes with students I have taught in the past.  I felt that I was able to reach more students more effectively during instruction and guided practice activities this year versus last year.  I realize that I focused on individual students more this year than last, which ultimately resulted in more student buy-in.
  • I am not an island.  I served as English Department Chair for a second year at my current school, but have been in this position for a total of six years.  While I was able to work more effectively with students by building relationships, I was able to transfer this concept with my department team members.
  • I spent a lot of time working with/shadowing my principal this year, especially the second semester.  I sat in on observations and evaluations, reviewing resumes and interviews, and while it did take me out of my classroom, I learned so many valuable lessons about management, decision making, looking at situations from multiple points of view instead of just one, and how to respond to people in a more amiable way.  I’ve never shied away from my introvert personality traits and awkwardness when speaking to people, so this time spent with my administrator has been invaluable.
  • As much as I would like a situation to drive in one direction, if the people involved are showing clear signs that they’re not on board with me, I need to accept that disappointment and regroup before changing my plans.  This is very vague, but I’ve experienced several situations this year that made me realize that no matter how much I want one thing to happen, no matter how qualified and deserving I may feel, it ultimately doesn’t equate to results.  When I realize that my initial impressions are wrong, I need to acknowledge and accept it.  It’s not personal, it’s business.
  • Good people still exist in this world.  No matter how jaded society can appear to be, it’s important to realize that there really are good people out there who have compassion in their hearts.  When you find these people, you need to appreciate them and gravitate towards them.
  • Try something new.  You’ll find out something about yourself.  If you fail, at least you tried.  If you succeed, you’ve accomplished something. Either way, you know that you’re capable of stepping out of your comfort zone.
  • It’s ok to say no.  I found myself in a position where I had taken on so much that I was stressing out to a point of inability to function as my normal self.  I was quiet, moody, reserved, and frankly edgier than I would have found to be acceptable in other people.  I finally had to turn down a task.  It was a small one, one that was very low on the priority scale, but man did it feel good to say, “I’m not going to be able to take care of that for you.  I will be glad to help find someone who can.”  It saved my sanity.
  • Even when life gives me lemons, it gave me something.  This somewhat goes back to a former lesson I mentioned, but the BIGGEST lesson that I have learned this year, through an experience that I’m still reconciling, is that even when I am disappointed, I am truly blessed.  When Option A doesn’t work out, it’s not time to take my ball and go home.  It’s not time to be pissed off at the world. And it’s not a testimony to my value.

March Currently & Goals

March Currently

Loving…that the weather is beginning to turn towards Spring, at least in Florida.  My poor family and friends up north are still suffering the Winter Blahs.

Reading…Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage I just finished this book on Saturday; you can read my review here.  I’ve decided to return to The Goldfinch, but only so that I can read another Murakami novel next.

Watching…too many TV shows.  My DVR is full of trashy Bravo shows, but the thought of deleting them makes me sad.  Maybe I really do have an addiction.

Enjoying…Fresh Fruit Crepes from First Watch.

Preparing…my list of goals for the month.  I don’t want a repeat of ambiguous goals that may or may not be moving towards an endpoint.  These will be tangible and measurable, per the S.M.A.R.T. Goal assignment I require of my students.

Learning…about another form of rhetorical analysis for my AP Lang students via Mrs. Anderson at YA Love.

Feeling…grateful for an awesome mom who helped me prepare 14 crock pot/freezer dinners for March.  Each recipe made two freezer bags/crockpots-o-dinner

Recipes:

  • Cream of Celery Pork Tenderloin
  • Aloha Chicken
  • Thai Chicken
  • Applesauce Chicken
  • Salsa Chicken
  • Chicken Fajitas
  • Maple Pork

March Goals

  1. Reading: Complete The Goldfinch and begin 1Q84
  2. Financial: No takeout lunch/dinner for the month of March
  3. Wellness: Gym time five days a week
  4. Professionally: Finalize my ESOL endorsement paperwork
  5. House and Home: Vacuum the car